While the group was talking and he is in front of me, what I did most was look and stare at him. Memrizing his face, his lips, his eyes and brows, the way he talk and his expression.
This is the same person who would send me unknown emoticons :-* until I found out what it was.
The same person who told me several times that his mind hasn’t changed and his decision is the same.
The same person who told me that he would like to face the future and what it brings with me.
The same person who told me that my problem about my age is shallow.
The same person who suggested to hide the relationship until I am ready to shout it to the whole world.
The same person who told me another child and a man to complete my family.
He is the same person who rocked my world from deep sleep and long hibernation.
The same person who made me ponder about life.
The same person who made me regret my hasty decision.
He is the same person I felt I have been unfair.
He is the same person who made me question my self, my capacity, my inner being.
He is the same person I could see from time to time, and feel who doesn’t have the same feelings anymore.