True enough. God’s “No” is not a “rejection”, it means He has greater plans for me. Jeremiah 29:11
I was once torn between the cry of my heart and my walk with God. I cried, plead, beg and prayed, but the harder I push myself into it the more I drifted away.
I decided to let go. Even if my heart wants to hold on.
I thought I would be a total mess. But it was the other way around. I found peace, peace from within. Something I haven’t felt before and I felt happiness returning.
I learn to be contented with what I have.
The cry of my heart continues, but it is now a cry of hope, a cry to right the wrong.
And as I wait, I wait with fervent love.
One day when God sees that my heart is ready, He will deliver to me the cry of my heart. And so while God is preparing my heart, I found a different way of becoming closer to Him. I learned to obey. I learned to be sensitive. Around. I become more aware that life doesn’t evolve in one thing, it has to keep up with what is happening around.
Then I understand what God is trying to teach me. He taught me to kneel down and pray with all my heart. And as I do so. He wants me to be patient. He wants me to be faithful to his promise.
God emptied my hands and is preparing my heart so I can receive the one He has prepared for me.
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