Will I be?

I just saw a post from my Aunt Liza regarding my nephew who is in the ICU since May, and that my Aunt Sonia is asking for an amount to help my cousin and his family.

I know he’s health is not that excellent, but I did not realize that it would come to this point. I never would have thought that such sweet kid will be in such delicate situation. He is too young to be under all those apparatus and high dosage medicines.

I wanna cry this very moment, but before doing so I want to make an appeal with God – to ask Him to deliver my nephew out from danger and his family out from distress and worry.

Lord, I know you Love Me and my Family and that is the reason you died in the cross to save me and my family from our sins. You said that once we knock, we will be opened, ask and we shall be answered. Lord, I humbly ask for your mercy and grace, please heal my nephew, please heal his illness.

Lord, let me be able to help them. How? I do not know.

Lord I lift him up to you as I pray for his fast recovery.  Amen

God’s Redirection

True enough. God’s “No” is not a “rejection”, it means He has greater plans for me. Jeremiah 29:11

I was once torn between the cry of my heart and my walk with God. I cried, plead, beg and prayed, but the harder I push myself into it the more I drifted away.

I decided to let go. Even if my heart wants to hold on.

I thought I would be a total mess. But it was the other way around. I found peace, peace from within. Something I haven’t felt before and I felt happiness returning.

I learn to be contented with what I have.

The cry of my heart continues, but it is now a cry of hope, a cry to right the wrong.

And as I wait, I wait with fervent love.

One day when God sees that my heart is ready, He will deliver to me the cry of my heart. And so while God is preparing my heart, I found a different way of becoming closer to Him. I learned to obey. I learned to be sensitive. Around. I become more aware that life doesn’t evolve in one thing, it has to keep up with what is happening around.

Then I understand what God is trying to teach me. He taught me to kneel down and pray with all my heart. And as I do so. He wants me to be patient. He wants me to be faithful to his promise.

God emptied my hands and is preparing my heart so I can receive the one He has prepared for me.